I woke up around 1 ? And left to the DMV. I got my number, G754…. they were only on G541 0_0 i was like wtf? i have about another 200 people ahead of me. I wanted to get so much more done today too. I needed to get my ID for school before the semester starts. So i figured hmm… let me just go do that and come back. Im sure my number wont be called yet. So i pick up my friend and we go to our campus real quick. I get there and they tell me that i cant get my ID till the semester starts. FUCKING FAIL. that killed about and hr. So i go back to the DMV and they were still only on G642….about a hundered people more to go. I was hungry and didnt eat all day :( and i needed to go to my bf’s house just a couple cross streets over to pick something up. Sooooo i decided to leave again to eat and go to my bf’s real quick. I get that done in less than an hour. I come back….. and i missed it by one -____- they already called my number and they were on G755…………. i was pissed. I went shopping to make me feel better. Bad idea. Spending money like nothing ;(

FUCK that stupid company. No offense to anyone who works there though<3 Just through my own experience and time spent there, it was HELL and im glad i never have to go back to that place again. One of my fucking managers took shit personally and blamed me for EVERYTHING (situation that happened between me, him, and a customer) Point blank is.. this fool wrote me up, forced me to sign papers WHICH I DID NOT need to sign but he never informed me about it, and then fired me! I was like helllll no. I’ve been with this company for almost a year, & if im going to me unemployed from this hell place i want to make sure i leave on my own and not because these ignorant fuckers. This manager treated me with NO RESPECT, and just straight up WRONG. He lied and got away with it, and in the end I lost my job cause of him. I wasnt about to take that shit so I straight up asked for HR’s number (human resources) and that little piece of shit got shaken up, scared, and didnt want to speak to me at all. Im not a sore loser and its not that i cant take the fact i got fired and i quit … I just dont like the way he threw away all of my hard work in my face & i dont think ANYONE should every be mistreated at work, especially from a manager. To be honest im SUPER FUCKING HAPPY i dont work there anymore :) for real <3 hugeeee load off my chest. Well anyway, thats that. My manager is a dipshit and he should go eat a mother fucking dick. Interview next week at Hollister though, w’sgood :) Hopefully they give good hours cause if not, I guess I’ll just have to keep looking around. I cant work just one job, although i am very appreciative of it <3 I still work at Vans right now. I love that place<3 but i really gotta find a second job. Idk, a habit of mine and something i need to support me soooo.. yahh :) Hope all goes well for me, for real. I dont want to stress anymore about this. I just hope in time i’ll find a better second job than levis. But I’ll have God with me so I know i should be ok <3 

i hate living in vegas. I dont want to stay here forever but at the same time, im not trying to be away from family. Vegas is too small of a town, and its just stupid -__- I fucking hate it here … ughhh. someone please fucking save me from this hell place, literally.

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if you fucking give me your word, own up to that shit. Grow some fucking balls and be mature about the situation. Handle it like the man you say you fucking are. Shame on me for believing two shits you say, but for real.. fucking around with my money and my car does not fucking fly. How dare you use my money to buy drugs for you and your fucking girl and how dare you try to keep possession of my fucking pink slip! Do not fucking underestimate me. I dont give a fuck if im a girl. idc if you see me as an innocent sweet asian angel. When you fuck around with my money and my car, its a fucking wrap. I work hard for my money and car. Once you decide to fuck with my shit, i will have you DONE. I cant believe i trusted you with my shit; like i said, shame on me for that. But the fact that it took me almost 3 weeks to get my pink slip back from you and the fact that you used my hard earned cold cash to buy fucking drugs? get the fuck out of here. You dont want to answer my calls or text when i simply ask for my shit back? I tried to handle this the right way with you and be civil, but now that i see you dont want to be a man and be mature, you WILL get whats fucking coming to you. Choose your pick bro.. a gun to your fucking head, cops knocking down on your fucking door, or you just give me my shit and my money. CHOOSE WISELY because if not, I WILL make the choice in the end and i WILL NOT be easy on it. I wanted to deal with this maturely but you fucked it up for yourself. Cheating me on my money, telling me you need it so you can do maintainence on my car but really, you go out and buy drugs? AND you fucking tried to keep my pink slip? NAH, shit dont fly my dude. Yea, my car still may be sitting in your driveway but i got my slip back and you will have a surprise coming towards your way. you are DEAD to me. seriously, be smart. do not fuck with my shit. 

deleting post soon …

gotta get the fuck out, for real. I can’t do this shit.